Chapter 244 Reflect On Myself
Chapter 244 Reflect On Myself
"I began to reflect on myself, but I didn't get a satisfactory answer. Perhaps there were many questions in this world that had no answers. I'm not sure. " Sean smiled and said in a relaxed tone.
"I feel the same way most of the time. Sometimes it's not that you want too much, but that the world gives you too little." Looking at Sean in a daze, Sara felt so touched that no one could give her that feelings.
Except for Jacob. Jacob was the source of Sara's inspiration. Of course, Jacob didn't know this. If he knew this, he didn't know what he would think.
Everyone had a scale in their hearts to consider their own gains and losses and understand their own thoughts. Therefore, Sara was no exception. She felt that Sean looked like herself at that time. But she also believed that as long as Sean was willing to, he would figure it out sooner or later.
"I finally understood. You should strive for what you want by yourself." Sean smiled sadly. Perhaps in many people's lives, the loss was much more than the happiness.
That was why happiness was so precious. Happy time was always short enough to make people forget time, but parting had already quietly arrived, just as at this moment.
"Do you really think your life is full of regrets?" With her head tilted to one side, Sara happened to think that life would only be full of twists and turns.
Living in the greenhouse all the time, no one would think that life was not easy.
"Almost, but I have lost as much as I have gained." Sean smiled, not knowing what to say. Today might be the first time he expressed his thoughts, and perhaps the last time.
After all, people came and gone. It was hard to find a true friend, and the people he met were all important friend.
"You are right. Maybe an optimistic and positive life in the future will be good for you. " Raising her glass, Sara clinked it with Sean's.
Not knowing why, Sean felt a little relieved at the moment. Maybe he was relieved before, but he did not find it. To be relieved always needed time, and he had been looking for it on the way.
Some people were looking for what they had or what they wanted all their lives. But many people didn't need to look for it at all, because they knew that whatever would be, would be.
Smart people always knew to wait, while anxious people always couldn't wait. Perhaps there was no right or wrong in this world, only the result.
"What are you going to do in the future?" Sara frowned. She had asked herself this question many times, but she didn't get an answer yet. But she couldn't help asking Sean.
It was undeniable that Sara saw a little bit of herself from Sean. It was depressing. What happened yesterday was still vivid in her mind. She was the one who comforted others today.
Life was so wonderful. Sara took a sip of wine. She didn't drink much today. Sara had long understood that alcohol was potion that could help people forget.
Fortunately, it was not too late. Sara put down her glass, waiting for Sean's answer. Perhaps, she had some expectations in her heart, which came from the expectation for Sean's comprehension.
No one would admit his failure in person, but once he admitted it, it didn't mean that he really failed. How could a person who could see his own shortcomings be a completely failure?
"I don't know. I have thought about it, but I don't care about it now. I think everything is fine, so I can live a happy life. " Sean grinned like an innocent boy.
Perhaps Sean had expected it before, but after so many disappointment, he might no longer be silly to look forward to it.
This was why people were fragile. Because of too much disappointment, they no longer had expectations.
Biting his lips, Sara wanted to say something, but in the end, he didn't. How about a toast to the past and never look back.
"Cheers. I wish you a bright future. " Sara stood up with sincere eyes. Even in the dim light, she could hardly see the face of the man, but she still saw the gaze of Sean.
He was determined and convinced. From the look in Sean's eyes, Sara could tell these things. Maybe life had ruined too much hope for him, but Sara believed that as long as he worked hard, he would see hope again.
"Thank you. This is also for you. I wish you happiness. Both you and Jacob are good people. You will be happy. " Sean raised his head and drank up the wine in his hand. He was really lucky today.
"Thank you." Taking a sip of the wine, Sara suddenly felt a hand on her shoulder.
"What are you talking about? I noticed that you were talking about something from the very beginning. " Jacob gently put his arm around Sara's shoulder, staring at Sara almost all the time.
As the party was about to come to an end, he was a little busy and couldn't take care of Sara's feelings. Content held by NôvelDrama.Org.
"Just a chitchat. It's almost done." Looking back at Jacob, who was standing next to her, Sara found that no matter when Jacob stood next to her, she didn't feel as stressful as before.
"Jacob. Is the party over? " Sean asked nervously. In fact, he didn't want it end. No matter what feelings he had when he came here, he was relieved now.
"Yes. It's late. The party is almost over here. " Jacob took a look at Sara, and finally fixed his eyes on Sean.
Jacob knew the reason why Sean was silent today. He knew how proud Sean was. So he wouldn't expose Sean's true thoughts. Even if Sean didn't say anything, as long as the person came, everything would be fine.
Jacob had gone through so much things, and finally he could let go of everything. It was more like understanding than indifference. Because he had experienced too much, he would treat many things with a tolerant attitude.
"What a pity!" Sean said in a low voice. It was a pity that he didn't say anything, and that he didn't tell everyone his experience. In the end, he still didn't dare.
"It's okay. You still have a chance in the future." Jacob comforted Sean, but he asked himself if he really had such a chance in the future.
"I hope so." Sean tried his best to put on a big smile, looking sad and sincere.
Perhaps even a smile of a lonely person would make people feel sad. Sean looked at the sincere look on Sara's face.
"Congratulations, Jacob. Sara is a good girl. You should cherish her." Of course, Sean knew something about Jacob and Sara. Living in this city, he naturally paid attention to the news about Jacob.
He knew every piece of the sensational news. Sean just didn't have a chance to say it. It's already enough to know about it. If he said it, it might hurt each other's feelings.
But today, he had to tell him. Only a few words left him a good impression on Sara. It was rare to see such a person.
You know, when we grow up, we will not only look at each other's appearance, but also judge each other from their words and behaviors. In the short contact with Sara, Sean had already believed that she was a good girl.