The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 44

He placed me gently on the ground, and pulled his shirt over head. His glistening chest and abs came into view. His hands moved to unbuckle his trousers only then did it struck on me.

I pushed him away, instinctively wrapping my arms over my breast. I scampered to my feet.

Hurt settled on his features as he looked up to me. His knees still sunk to the ground. “Y–you- don’t want to?” He stuttered.

I shook my head, and moved farther away. I couldn’t- I can’t commit the same mistake again. Theo slept with me, and still married Lyra.

Now Eros loves Susie, and still want to bed me. Then after that, what next? I’ll be discarded like a trash. Never

Tears clogged my eyes… but need him so much. Badly, my insides are aching for him but I’d rather die than be someone else’s second. He loves Susie, so let him leave me alone. Susie will always be in his life.

Emotions flickered across his face, hurt, disbelieve, then hurt again and anger.

“No?” his sapphire eyes flashed dangerously. In a wink, he standing in front of him, his hands coming to grip my upper arms possessively. My breasts bobbled up.

“It’s one of those boys isn’t it? Who is it? Is it that useless Alpha mutt? Are you going back to him? Or that Vampire? No? That stupid pack member?” he demanded through clenched teeth Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

“Why does it matter?!” I exclaimed

“Why does it matter??!” he yelled “It matters because you are mine! You love only me! Whoever it is, I’ll destroy him,” he swore. His eyes‘ turning pit black- He’s furious and I know that I should be calming him if I was wise, but I am mad myself. He has no right to be jealous when he has Susie in his life; always hanging onto his arm every fucking time.

The image of them together in my head is enough to make me go on rampage.

“Screw you!” I yelled, trying to pull my arms out of his grip.

“Yeah, let me show you how good it is to screw me,” he growled before his mouth slams onto mine. His hand moves up into. my hair to hold my head in place for his punishing kiss. My breasts pressing on his hard chest.

His other hand firmly held my buttocks, holding me up, molding my body to his. My feet were off the ground again. 1 struggled to be free, but he’s too strong.

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He grinds his mouth against mine, and I tried to clamp my mouth shut. He bit my lower lip with pressure for me to gasp, and he slipped his tongue inside. My brain goes hazy.

“I’m going to mark you.. I need to mark you,” he said in between gasps.

“No! Don’t!” I replied, pushing him off. My voice was breaking. If you mark me now, I’ll hate you forever.”

“No!” he stared at me as though he was seeing me for the first time. “Why are you doing this? You love me as much as I love you,” he declared desperately.

“No I don’t I don’t love you,” I lied. “I love someone else. It’s why I asked for space,” My heart was breaking as I said those

words.

He staggered back like I just hit him. “No,” he shook his head in denial “I don’t believe you. No. You love me. You told me so. You do.”

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it’s so hard to breath. My chest hurts so much. I feel like dying.

Exclunched his chest too, still shaking his head. “No, you’re lying.”

Tears pooled in my eyes, and I turned away from him. I was suddenly feeling very sick, and weak; like all my blood was

med. My chest hurt even more.

ket in front of me again, grabbing my thighs “Tell me it’s not true,” he begged, “please.“his voice shook as he pressed. his face against my stomach.

cars began to streak down my cheeks. I was in so much pain, I couldn’t even choke a single word out. Tiara was in pain. “Sumer please, what can I do to make you love me?” he begged against my stomach. “Please tell me. I’ll do anything Ied to move, but he won’t let go of me. “You love me please, he begged, his voice sounding tortured.

trying so hard to stop crying, but my tears soon turned into silent sobs.

He looked up when fat tears started falling on his arms. My body was shaking uncontrollably

Wouldn’t I lie without feeling such pain? Why couldn’t I stop crying? Was I doomed not to find love in this life? Will Es and I love story end like Theo’s?

Els fused eyes suddenly glimmered with understanding as he stared up at me. Like he now understands everything.. Sou do love me.” he declared with sudden clarity as he got on his feet.

1. p. I don’t.” I choked out, shaking my head.

“Oh yes you do. Love. Why are you lying to me?” he asked, gently cupping my face in his hands. He tilted my face to look

but I closed my eyes.

Look at me he called softly. I shook my head, willing the tears to stop falling but they kept coming. My sobs were louder. Faeryting hurts so much.. the memories with him. Susie.

“Ber” he groaned before his mouth took mine on a soft gentle kiss. He kissed me like I was made of glass; like the most ps thing he had ever held and touched. That made me cry harder.

ye what can I do?” he asked, slowly unlatching his lips from mine. He leaned his forehead against mine. “Please, tell

J Jei nor–go gasped between sobs.

The growled “Anything but that,” he said, moulding me closer. “I’m never letting you go.”