Chapter 179
Chapter 179
"Then do you think you're right?" Ling Junze looked at Tian Sangsang coldly. "You're a surgeon, not a
psychiatrist. You just need to talk to the patients about their condition. What are you going to do if Jiang
Chujing breaks down due to what you have said?"
"She won't."
"It's possible." Seeing that she did not repent at all, he was rather upset. "You can go back first."
After that, he turned around and was about to return to the sterile room.
Yet Tian Sangsang grabbed his arm. For the first time, she asked, "Why should I leave?"
He paused, looked at her stubborn face, and said cruelly, "There's no need for an unprofessional
doctor here."
Unprofessional?
It had been nearly half a year, and that was what he thought of her.
She had always tried to be perfect at work, not only because she was his junior, but also because she
wanted to get the recognition of this established expert in the medical field. However, because of what
she said to the patient just now, her effort was totally negated by him.
Disappointment, sadness, powerlessness mixed with an inexplicable feeling surging in her heart.
At this moment, her pent-up emotions exploded. It was clearly not a big deal, but she felt quite
aggrieved and angry.
What did she do wrong? She felt frustrated that she was remarked as an unprofessional doctor by him.
After seeing her reddened eyes, he couldn't remain his usual calmness and coldness. He frowned.
Was she... crying?
Just as he was about to speak, she didn't give him the chance and ran away.
Looking at the figure that had disappeared from his sight, he clenched his hands, and wanted to chase
after her. However, he paused.
There was still a lot of work to do later, so he had no time to comfort her.
[...]
In the ward, Jiang Chujing looked at the man sitting at the bedside. After being berated by Tian
Sangsang, she didn't dare to say anything. She was afraid that if she said something he didn't want to
hear, it would backfire.
Although Li Han didn't blame her, she just felt that the way he looked at her had changed. He was
worried and care for her, but she detected that there was something missing.
"Don't do that again in the future." His cold tone made her clearly feel his resistance to this matter.
She then secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but still, she put on a pitiful look. "I'm sorry, Han. I just feel
bad and I don't know what to do. I live here alone now. I used to have company from George and other
doctors, but now I'm alone. I'm really prone to overthink and get depressed."
"Chujing, no matter what happened, you only have one life. If your parents were still alive, they wouldn't
want to see this." He rarely mentioned her parents, but now he mentioned them, which showed how
scared he was.
"I know, but I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself..." She looked at him. "Han, I don't know what's
wrong with me. There're many confused, foolish reflections when I am alone."
After calmly hearing her words, he then said, "I'll invite a psychiatrist over. She can keep you
accompany..."
"I don't want a psychiatrist." She refused without thinking and her tone became a little aggressive. "I
don't want strangers to see me like this!"
Ever since she got this strange disease, she was no longer the beautiful and charming girl she used to
be, but a haggard, crazy patient!
"Chujing..." He tried to talk her over.
Yet she interrupted him and said awkwardly, "I have an unkind invitation. I don't know how to tell you.
Actually, I don't want to say it, but my current situation is really unwell. I don't know if I will hurt myself
next time, so..."
He was not surprised by her request. Over the years, it had become a subconscious habit for him to
satisfy her. "Just tell me."
"Anyway, the North Villas is so large. I wonder if you can move in with Miss Shu. It's more convenient if
we live closer. Besides, if you stay together with me every day, she won't be so guarded against me..."
"No!" Before she could finish, he refused directly. His knitted brows showed the annoyance in his heart.
"I won't disturb you. I just want someone to accompany me." She said as if she was merely asking for a NôvelDrama.Org holds this content.
small favour.
At this time, Shu Tian heard their conversation in the office and couldn't help but frown. Jiang Chujing
was always full of tricks. Moving in? What was she thinking? She was already thirty years old. Didn't
she know if it was appropriate?
Shu Tian looked nervously at Li Han, afraid that he would agree, but fortunately, he did not.
"This is not a small matter. And even if we move in, it may not help your recovery."
Being rejected by him over and over again, Jiang Chujing felt disappointed, but she refused to give up
easily. Since she had proposed it, she must fight for it. Otherwise, she did not know when she could
see him the next time.
"But I don't want to participate in the treatment at all..." She said it pitifully, as if the whole world had
abandoned her. "Even if I'm cured, I have lost my family. What's the point?"
"Chujing!" He raised his voice, becoming helpless and confused about her current attitude. With the
intense gaze, he said, "You've changed a lot."
Instantly, her heart thumped. Afraid that he would notice something, she quickly lowered her head and
whispered, "You too."
They were speechless for a moment. Even the dust floating in the air seemed to weigh a thousand
kilograms. Even though they were in the same room, yet their hearts were separated by tension and
estrangement.
"I need to discuss it with Shu Tian. You should now focus on the treatment. Don't do this kind of thing
again. Shu Tian has no misunderstanding about you, and won't misunderstand again." He made things
clearly to her so that she could understand, see her position.
How could she not understand? She still had a lot to say, but she knew very well that he was provoked
now, and it was not beneficial for her to continue.
She then compromised. "Okay, go back and ask Miss Shu. If you can rest assured that I can live here
alone, just forget what I just said."
And he stood up and turned to leave. "Just rest now."
Listening to the sound of the door closing, she also closed her eyes. She knew that there were
surveillance cameras in this room, so she would never reveal any of her emotions. What she wanted
was not a moment of happiness, but a complete possession of Li Han!