Chapter 320
Chapter 320
Until I was kissed by Harrison, I hadn't figured out what he meant by saying that I was an idiot.
Because I was worried about his injury, I could only keep my posture to avoid touching the place where he was injured again. Harrison seemed to be immersed in it wholeheartedly.
"Can you... let me move?" My legs were finally numb, but I didn't dare to move recklessly, so I had to complain to him with grievance.
Harrison's body stiffened, and then he gently let go of her. He sighed helplessly, "You'd better have a reason to convince me so that I won't be angry."
"My legs are numb," I whispered.
Hearing his helpless and angry tone, I didn't dare to say anything more. If my legs were numb and I could control them, I wouldn't have interrupted him.
The lights in the bedroom suddenly lit up. I was used to the darkness, so I was not used to it. I closed my eyes for a long time before I opened them. As soon as I opened them, I saw Harrison's expressionless face.
I licked my lips and asked uneasily, "Are you all right?" Text © owned by NôvelDrama.Org.
"What do you think?" he asked.
I looked at him in front of me. It seemed that he was not injured. He should be fine.
"When I'm sure I'm fine, can you come down from me first?" he said.
"What?”
Harrison motioned for me to look down. I followed his line of sight and saw myself sitting boldly on top of him, pressing all the weight on him.
I got down from him in a hurry and got into bed. "It was too dark just now, and I couldn't see anything. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
He didn't respond or answer me.
Thinking back to the scene when he was sitting on the bed just now, I knew it was painful without thinking too much. It seemed that I heard a "bang" in the darkness just now. I threw myself into his arms, but I failed to control my strength and fell directly on the bed.
"It's better to do something else than to say sorry." Harrison said slowly.
I slowly got up to look at him and said with grievance, "What do you want to do?"
"I've been on tenterhooks for a whole day. I think if I don't punish you properly, I'll feel sorry for today's mental stimulation."
His words sounded very uncomfortable. I retorted, "Even if it's mental stimulation, at least it's more intense, isn't it?"
"I've never been at ease since your phone call. I've been thinking about why you were with Abbie the entire day. I couldn't understand why you were willing to meet and eat with her even though you knew that my relationship with Abbie wasn't good."
Regardless of whether Harrison understood or not, I ultimately expressed my thoughts. I didn't care how he looked at me. Even if he might think that I was a troublesome and unreasonable woman, I had to do so.
Just like Sienna said to me outside in the afternoon, if I didn’t change and returned to my previous state, it would be no good for me. In the end, it would bring me endless hurt and pain like before.
I don't want to go back to that state, so I'm willing to do my best to change it!
Harrison's eyes were deep. I couldn't figure out what kind of information was revealed in his eyes. After looking at each other for a long time, I was so timid that I wanted to retreat. Who knew what I was afraid of?
"What are you thinking about?" he asked with a frown.
With a sigh of relief, I regained my composure and looked straight into Harrison's eyes. "Harrison, I believe that you can understand what I'm saying. I chose to be with you and face it calmly from the beginning. Do you know what I'm relying on?"
"I used to think about the ending with you and the fear of separation, but now I only cherish the present," I said frankly.
In fact, I knew very well that Harrison would not answer my question, because he did not know the changes in my heart at all. After all, this kind of mood could only be fully experienced by the person involved.
Harrison's body paused. I could clearly feel the distance between him and me. Although it was not obvious, I could still feel it at once.
I looked at Harrison and forced a smile. "If it were in the past, do you think we would still be in bed safe and sound?"
"What do you want to say?" Harrison asked lightly.
"I won't get involved in Abbie's matters, nor will I meddle in your business. I only hope that you will show me the utmost respect, and not hide everything from me like you do now. After that, my mind will be filled with distrust for you."
In the beginning, Harrison's expression didn't change much, but when he heard the last word I said, "I don't trust you", his originally indifferent expression disappeared.
He looked at me with a chuckle and said slowly, "The truth is the truth. If you really don't believe those words, you can pretend that you have never heard them. You said you trusted me, but I can't feel your trust at all."
"You can't feel it? " I sneered, and then said, "If it weren't for my trust in you, I wouldn't have left the restaurant at that time, and I wouldn't have allowed you and Abbie to stay there. Do you think my patience is fake?"
The more I thought about it, the angrier I became. I felt as if his conscience had been eaten by a dog. I thought that what I had done had been denied by his words!
If I was really angry in the restaurant at that time, or if I made trouble for them, it would be fine. He could still accept his denial to me, but not only did I not do anything, but I also left quietly. Then why should I accept his denial of me?
"Am I a madman? Do I have the tendency of being tortured? Just like what Sienna said, as long as I throw myself into his heart, I don't care whether others are good to me or not?" Then let me see what kind of person I am! "Chelsea, don't push your luck," he said flatly.
It was a casual sentence, but I almost burst into tears. "Why did you use such a heavy tone to talk to me?"
I forced a smile and said, "Then you and Abbie shouldn't go too far."
"We have made it very clear before that I won't have a relationship with her other than that of a friend, so what are you worried about?" Harrison looked at me impatiently and confusedly.
"What does Louie have to do with me? Why can't you trust me?" I asked.
Men were always like this. They couldn't solve their relationship with other women. They kept in line with each other and hoped that their woman would become a part of other men's life. It would be better if they didn't have any sexual relationship with each other and became his unique thing.
Therefore, when things went in a direction that men didn't want, their uneasiness and irritation would become more and more intense. It was normal for them to be unreasonable. At this moment, in my opinion, Harrison was like this.
Harrison looked at me deeply and said word by word, "You are different from me."
"Why..."
" panicky Yizhou is of value to you, but Abbie has already lost her value to me."